I was having a ball.
Until you came back
Drinking all the way long.
Why couldn't you have just left me be.
I hated this before,
Of course I hate it now.
These scars on the inside will never fade
Just like the new scars that I made.
I hated you all the time
Why did you have to stay?
I had always wanted you gone
But you just wouldn't listen to the crys I made when you were there.
You don't understand the rage I have for you on the inside
Its as much as the rage you showed me all the time on your outside.
So thats where my pain comes in to hate you even more.
Not only did you give internal scars but you caused me pain on the outside.
So this is where I leave you
Never to say I love you
Because that would be a straight out lie.
So here I say, Dad, goodbye.
 
Copyright © loserlife89, All Rights Reserved