i messed up
i messed up really bad
but you did even worse
you ruined my life and now im scared
how could you have done that
i said no more than once
but when i said no you said then you need to drink more
you made me cry
now you see where it got you
someone pulled a gun,
you almost got jumped
when i said no
you wouldnt listen
you said i needed to go upstairs
or i would get her in trouble
but i didnt listen
i said no
you picked me up and tried to carry me up stairs with you
but i scrambled and you put me down
then i felt your hand go up my shirt
and i pushed you off of me and said no
then i jumped up and you said
i needed to drink more
i wasnt drunk enough
i said no and got up, you grabbed my ass
and i ran froim you
and then you lied,
you almost got your ass beat
you got everone in trouble
the cops came
a gun was almost shot
and i sat there on the couch crying because you touched me
and i didnt want it
you know what i blamed it on myself
because i said no
i thought i should've said yes,
it wouldve made things easier
but then i realized it was your fault
because i said "NO"


 
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