Hate is all around me
Causing nothing but pain inside
Hate is pointed at me
Thrown at me
Stabbing me
At this awful person I have become
Who says I have the right to live?
Walking down this shattered hall
Looking at the memories
That should have been left in time
But I didn't let go
I had to hold on
But the hatred softens my deadened veins
Blood running cold
Weak and tender as I grow
Senses dulled leaving them to shatter
My heart so empty
It begs for love
To once beat again
Again and forever
Looking for a love that it cannot find
That it cannot have
My heart wants to give up
Just like he did
And when he did
That piece of happiness in me died
Shrieveled and blown away
With one soft touch
Never ending tears escape from my weakened eyes
End this pain that haunts me in my abandoned mind
Leave me to stray
To die alone
 
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