Its been quite a while now,
Lots of things have changed

Another family member has died
which put me through great pain

Well since lots of things have went wrong,
And lots of loved ones are now gone

I guess theres nothing i could do,
Except to try and move on and make it through

But you know its hard for me
And all i can do is smile and pretend to move on happily

And its hard to explain how i feel
When everything to me is so unreal

The way you look...
The way you feel...
This must be a vision,
It cant be real

I wish i oculd say that it was
But i know its not because your below or above

Well maybe if my life was through
Then i could be with you

But theres someone here who loves me now,
And personally i dont see how

I guess i can say i like him to,
But im still in love with you

I wish i knew what to do,
Could i love you still and love him to?

But then again that wouldnt be right
I wouldnt be able to sleep at night

So until i know what to do
Ill just sit here and think of the one whos loves me,
and the one who use to......

 
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