Why is the world full of impurities and misfortune?
In this world, life is a mystery and the end is coming soon
Oh yes the end will be a day of reckoning; judgment day
The four horsemen will make sure that there is gore and hellfire
The grotesqueness will bewilder us all as blood is splattered and the weak
are dead due to what transpired
Why must our world be based upon who is weak or who is strong?
Or who is rich or who will belong?
As the wealthy buy their way out of their flaws, the neglected mourn for
food for them all
But like an oasis, empty and bare, very few words ever leave their mouths,
for which is why they suddenly fall
Why must our world be judged by our sex or race?
As it would be brought down upon, the color of a human being is only judged
by a blind man's face
As a woman is far more profound than an insignificant man by survival
rights
But like the sinful moon, mankind must battle these cold conflicts and
bitter fights
Why is our world based upon religion and belief?
I scold the people who believe in popular choice so they can feel relief
Why are there differences between the budist that meditates and the holy man
that prays?
Oh how the time passes as I am baffled by our selfish ways
Why must people be deceitful and vengeful?
Lies and betrayal seem to be the strength behind our nation, how wonderful
Revenge seems to be the answer to all of life's uncertainties
I wish for the most horrible death to the people who attack aimlessly
without reason and instead calmly solving their casualities
So many wrongs that this world has created
So many resolutions that seem so related
Intelligence has grown thin for knowledge of the plenty
Unfortunately, stupidity seems to have sprouted past it's capacity
Such hatred for the stubborn child
So mournful for the young heart that runs wild
Why must this burden be cast down upon the very few?
To eliminate the old and bring forth something new
These inner voices that torment me
I want to erase this anger for my eyes to see
I must apologize, please realize this is my only path
I'm sorry I left you withering in a freezing blood bath
There must be some reasoning for your harsh remarks
My heart has been scorched and my mind has been attacked by sparks
I'm sorry you despise me for the pain, so overwhelming
Building a story that you wish to destroy that just finished filming
I just want to cut loose these memories for they nag at my brain
Oh so tempting to claim that I am insane
I guess I'm too bold to play that game
But in the end our life was all the same
As you ripped at my heart, and I nourished yours
Then I tore open your soul, while I licked at my sores
I just want all this spitting and cussing to cease to exist
Instead of to be embedded in a poisonous mist
I still love you although we have lost so much
I just want the name calling to go away and for us to keep in touch
My heart belongs to someone that shall have it forever some day
But you will always have a part of it and will be left there to stay
I know I don't seem like I care for you like I say I do
But after all the knives and bullets that you have threw
It makes it quite difficult to see the woman that I remember seeing in you
But then again we've changed, this is why we are through
We both have moved on and should be happy for one another
If we work together, you could be my "soul" sister and I could be
your "soul" brother
Just stop with all your bitterness and stop being so profain
We've both endured a lot in our lives and this is why we can't
take anymore pain
Just let me live my life in peace and some day we will be friends, oh so
nice
Instead of one of us having to think twice
You know who I care about and if you could understand why
Even though nows not the time, later on I will certainly try
I just want you to know that you were my first love, I'm sure
I was blinded by the other, who seemed so vibrant and pure
But like you said, love can change but never go away
As long as you are in my life, it will never fall astray
Why is this so hard to overcome?
She is my darlin', like a rule of the thumb
I wait for years for her to be at my side
If she were my wife, I would cherish every moment in pride
But sadly life is full of people who are overpowered by disgust
Not understanding what is going on and who to trust
Our hands were sealed by fate and enjoyment with each other
And we will once again be happy as she will be my lover
This is my reason for why my mouth has run dry
Why sadness has become second nature and why I often cry
So when I see a twinkling star far off in the sky
I'll think of all the good things instead of the things I normally
deny
And in closing I have one question that goes like this:
Don't we all deserve an eternal blessing with permanent bliss?

Bless it be...a blissful dream

 
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