my heart is filled with silent screams
that could shatter concrete walls
my life a mesmerized blur
in the surroundings which fall
into the deep cold earth where i belong
among the living among the dead
among the only one who truly knows
who lives inside my head
the spirit that keeps talkin
the way it says my name
is a horrible sensation and feeling
a monster with no shame
the totalness of it all
keeps me from sinking
for i long to hear it call me out
for it to say my name
in the horrific way in doubt
the shame upon my body
the shame upon my face
the earth itself is falling
with it is my maze
of a mind concealed behind a mask
behind the fakeness of a smile
 
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