he shattered my heart
like a frail piece of glass
then he picked up the pieces
and cut me, scarring my past
visions of bittersweet memories
haunt me from night to night
i'm tired of suffering
so i shall end this fight
he introduced me to sorrow
introduced me to strife
and so now my love,
why don't you meet my knife?
infact, i think i'll go
and see him right now
and fulfill the promise i made
fulfill my vow
i swore
he wouldn't hurt me again
and i plan to make sure that he won't
no matter who or when
i'll walk over there
dressed all in black
to camoflauge myself
so none will know of my attack
and as i break through that window
glass shatters in every direction
much like my broken heart
which i'm revealing in my anticipation
i pull out my blood-stained blade
holding it high in my hand
as it slashes through the air and into his chest
but i don't stop there
i'll stab him again
i'll cut deep
into his heart
leaving it scarred
like he did with mine
and as i cut him two times more
i can feel myself cutting my own bind
i'll slit his throat
for the time he back-stabbed me
i'll slash his wrists
for the depression he layed upon me
and as he lay there dead
i write with his blood
for those who may find
"sorry, but i couldn't find a gun"
and i take his body
and throw it in the off the bridge
and now i'm free of his burden
free to live
the next day
i walk through the halls
and it seems like everyone stares at me
like i'm suddenly appalled
i'll admit
i wasn't liked much before
but even now
it seems like so much more
and i just try to bury
my head in my books
don't want them to see me
and my guilty looks
how could they possible know?
he couldn't already be missing
but they must, for they stare
they know i did something
and they all just pass by
with a disgusting stare
they pour shame upon me
with an evil glare
yet suffering again
i run through the halls
staggering about
running into walls
they all yell and hiss
as i run by
but i try to ignore them
as i continue to fly
i run to the door
bursting through
i'm scared and alone
and don't know what to do
so i run even farther
and as i run away
i run myself through
with that very blade
 
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