xXx The moment i started to live was the moment i started to die
yea and you people wonder why i cry
and it doesnt help for all the anger and resentment i have towards myself
at times i just want to run and hide
just sit in a dark corner and hope that i will go unnoticed
for all of eternity or i hope this is not the real me
all the pain in this life of my is not worth my time
i had not done any harm to others
so why do people bring so much hate down on me
this cant be the way my life shall be
it must change quickly without a doubt
but how can i change my life when im to afraid to leave my corner of the
dark
if i would leave im sure i would run into all kinds of emotions
that i dont want to feel once again
id rather get sentenced a life time till death in jail for i do not want to
feel the emotions
or maybe i could even commit suicide to let others feel the emotions i once
felt
and the emotions i was afraid to feel again
this is not the way i really want to be dieing away in the corner all pent
up
with no emotions for that is now my greatest fear
and theres nothing worse than being afraid of your emotions because thats
jus like
being afraid of yourself and theres no way you could live like that
but everyone knows im gonna try
and if i dont make it that way i will just rot away and die
than rather to face those emotions i fear so greatly id rather die and let
those people hate me xXx
 
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